Autumn in my heart PART2

As I look outside my window
I see trees so sad and low,
saying goodbye to the sun..
saying goodbye like a man.
As the mist are all over the place
adding to the sadness they face,
longing for an absence
in unending silence.
The clouds are moving fast
while the wind make it's blast,
making their leaves fall off the ground
leaving them empty and unbound.
They seem helpless for now..
but still stands firm somehow
never giving up,
never losing hope..
until they finally see the light
hoping everything's gonna be alright.

x est

Autumn in my heart

I went for a walk to the end of nowhere,
as the leaves were falling down on me
thinking that they've done their purpose..
to give joy for a summer love.

Well this is my first dry season
and I'm taking it as optimistic as I can, nevertheless, still feeling weird..
thinking about this and that.

Autumn is my time to think about the things that probably wouldn't ever cross my mind.
Well it did and I'm going crazy about it.
If I could just do something to keep the leaves from falling..
maybe I wouldn't too.

The mask

When is the time that I can remove the mask of a happy face?

soon... I hope.

coz beyond this warm smile..
lies a frozen heart.

hoping...

waiting...

Place

I've been to different places of the world...

and I have found the loneliest place...

would you like to know where is it?

easy.

It is where I stand.